I exist in a tremendously difficult situation; a woman with extraordinary dreams and desires whose experiences – thus far – have failed in epic proportions.
Many people from my history might describe me in any number of dubious terms, because of the disfunction of my formative years which disallowed me to gleam even the most basic information on how to align with my flow. Instead, I learned how to fight against it; rejecting in it’s entirely the concept of Divinity. Instead, I learned how to self-harm and seek the lowest of pleasures, rejecting completely the actual meaning of Love.
Perhaps this is the most basic problem with Humanity; that we have no idea what Love is.
Perhaps the entire purpose of my life is to discover the magical, Divine power of Love. I know for certain that a part of my journey is to discover that Love is the most powerful force on Earth…. but to understand it as Divinity? That is a *much* higher level.
We live in a most chaotic world filled to the brim with threats of annihilation, enslavement, death (or worse). We live in a highly constructed world of fear, domination, and the absolute loss of Liberty at the fulcrum of our existence. But what I have learned… the most important lesson from all the failed choices, all the wrong turns, all the grandiose misguided attempts to create equality on the grandest of scales – is this:
We can act out of Fear, and it will create an environment of more and more fear.
We can act out of Greed, and it might satisfy our desires for the moment, but ultimately, and inevitably, we will be left empty and wanting MORE.
We can act out of Ego, and it will create a sense of satisfaction for the moment but in the long run it will turn back on us, destroying us completely.
However! If we act out of the Purity of Love, it will create the most permanent, foundational, gracious, and long-lasting accomplishments of our life.
The undercurrent of treachery in our society is everywhere – the far-reaching tentacles of consumerism and greed are ever-more visible – but we have the option to OPT OUT of this false reality and open our eyes to the true reality of our own love-born Divinity, which is based solely on the activation of the heart-mind connection.
When you awaken to a certain point and are able to weigh the advantages of a Love-based life over a Greed-based life, you will choose Love EVERY TIME! Because Love is Food for the Soul, and it’s the only thing that elevates us, and it’s the only thing we can bring with us as we cross the Great Divide.
You and I are here on Earth to Learn About Love. We are here to learn how to Choose Love over ALL the Deadly Sins with every choice we make… We are here to Reject Selfishness for the Greater Good. Every failure of my life teaches me this simple, elegant and gracious Truth.